Sick single mom :-(

Hi Mamis…

I hope you’re all well, I myself am completely and totally ill. This whole week has been torturous. I started off Monday with a sore throat that was diagnosed as viral pharyngitis but now on Friday evening it’s developed into an upper respiratory infection. I feel like a train has ran over my body and stopped right on my chest. I haven’t been this sick in years. I might catch a little big here and there but I always keep going and don’t let it disrupt my normal mami duties. UNTIL this week.

I have left work early everyday to sneak into my relative’s empty apartment to sleep and recover because being at home meant taking care of my little meatball. I feel really guilty about doing this but I also feel like if I didn’t do it is probably be in a hospital right now. I guess this week it hit me just how challenging it is being a single parent. Of course, I have a ton of support (including meatball’s dad) but the minute I walk through my door, my daughter is my responsibility. I can’t let my sitter aka Abuelita take care of her in the evening also. She needs a break as taking care of my little meatball is NO EASY TASK! She’s not even 2 yet and she’s already in her terrible phase and it shows no sign of letting up.

Being a mami has been the best and most rewarding experience of my life so far but it’s also incredibly challenging especially today, especially this week and I’m sick. It’s terrible I don’t know how my mom did this. Kudos to all of you strong single moms who take care of your kids to matter what. This is not easy especially with a turned up toddler!

Okay good night stay strong single mamis and share your thoughts below!

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